27.2.05
change of email add...
hey peps..pls take note of da following...
i've a change of email add...not really change..but more to i got 1 more email add...
personal :
dot_sux@yahoo.com ==> new..!!
ncc matters:
nccg3r@yahoo.comso..pls kindly take note...thanks....
pls email me..for my dear frenz..so i can add ur email into my new address bk..thanks a million...!!!
ciaoz..
Posted by dotsux at 2/27/2005 02:23:00 am
24.2.05
搁浅
久未放晴的天空
依旧留着你的笑容
哭过却无法掩埋歉疚
风筝在阴天搁浅
想念还在等待救援
我拉着线复习你给的温柔
暴晒在一旁的寂寞
笑我给不起承诺
怎么会怎么会你竟原谅了我
我只能永远读着对白
读着我给你的伤害我
原谅不了我就请你当作我已不在
我睁开双眼看着空白
忘记你对我的期待
读完了依赖我很快就离开
Posted by dotsux at 2/24/2005 03:54:00 pm
20.2.05
mj session...hehe~
had mj session wif helyn,wm,jw,jason+vinc yest...lost abit..hehe..but already very happy..coz for da 1st rd didnt win at all...than lucky 2nd rd sis came back..perhaps she brought back some luck wif her also..i started to win..hehe~ tks..!!
went 85 wif helyn after tat..coz we kinda play till skip dnr..than she need to wait for sometime till her dad come pick her up..da rest gotta go back..except jw who went out..coz they all stay on da other side of da island...=P tks for coming over guys..another game next wk..? nt my hse again lar..wait haf to travel far far...
lyn came over to my place after "dinner"..coz tink her family went to their relative's hse haven yet going back...had a chat wif her..show her my pics..talk abt relationship..haiz..she kinda understand y i kept saying sometings r really hard to forget..especially when u r given someting so gd..so unforgettable..u r brought up so high..than suddenly fall so low..n when u start climbing again...u still haven reach da height tat u haf reached b4...haiz..dunno lar..
starting to feel bit akward...tats wat i told lyn...jus hope some ppl will jus realise tat they need to stop some talking...its da best for nw...if nt..my skin cant be any thicker le..guess i mite haf go hide toilet again..haha..kidding kidding...dun take it to heart hor..!!
waiting for my sis to wake up..so we can continue watch date wif vampire part 1+2 tat we brought tat day...sianz...tink i go g-bing lehz...ciaoz..
Posted by dotsux at 2/20/2005 03:04:00 pm
16.2.05
tests sux...
changed my blog song le..nice..?? hehe...didnt know jay got tis song till da ktv session wif da gals..=D tks to jh again..coz he help me upload de...
got some misunderstanding/miscom tis morning wif da guys..hmz..my fault actually..eh..hard to explain..jus some morning calls n my morning "qi"...haha..sry guys...!! thanks for da morning call niways..if nt sure late for test de..sorry if im too harsh in my words...=P was feeling bit pak chek due to insufficient slp...haha...fatigue ahz..causes unstable emotions...haha...=P shall nt talk abt human factors le..
got 2 test 2day...1 in da morning e other @ abt 3plus..didnt really gif my 100%...though i tried to study midnite...wasnt really in da study mood..was "fa die-ing" most of time..haha..niways...jus hope tat can pass can le..human factor was kinda killer in some ways...coz da last Qs is really tinking Qs can..nt in tutorial or notes de...
hmz..been making some1 upset....didnt know tat da feeling is still there..feeling bit guilty...really sry tat tings haf to stay tat way...sry if ive been doing da wrong stuff..leading u into da wrong way...hope u find ya happiness...tks for all da tings...
still stuck wif da specs...sianz...
hmz..tink me temper bit nt gd nowadays...attitude also..hmz..time for some improvements...
ciaoz..
Posted by dotsux at 2/16/2005 11:36:00 pm
15.2.05

hehe...went to took neoprint on our vday outing @ orchard...!!
Posted by dotsux at 2/15/2005 11:24:00 pm

spinnovex pic...took after da last day of our exhibition wif liew hui sing,,,wear like ma chiam song kar like tat..hehe..but wat to do...standard attire...haha~
Posted by dotsux at 2/15/2005 02:22:00 am
14.2.05
happy lunar new yr..!!
heya...long time no blog le...bit lazy also..haha...btw...HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR..!!
- Happy Valentine's Day -
wat ive done da past days....
- spinnovex : my proj grp got silver award...!! congrats...!!
- materials test : hate it..!! damn idiot bang..!!! no time to study can...!!! arghz....................
- ktv session after test : 7 hrs of singing can..!! haha~ real shiok ah...
- renuion lunch + dnr : wif own family @ tis resturant @ great world
wif whole big family @ grams place
- CNY visiting : both grandma place + dad's cousin's hse
- movie wif poly frenz on da 1st day of CNY : constantine..nt a bad show..but..hmz...=/ got room
for improvement..haha~
- KTV wif attitudez gals + pei zi...like finally can..!! haha...though i tink k box is still better coz we
went to party world..but wat to do..there cheaper lehz..=P
- mj @ my place wif poly frenz..
hmz....bit lazy to blog but...real glad tat i manage to met up wif frenz tat i hadnt seen for sometime..hehe...played mj here n there..for a few days...=X hehe..didnt really win tat much..most of da winnings though da days were from blackjack @ da gu's hse..hehe...=D
went out wif poly frenz after QEM test 2day..kinda of singles club ba...oh ya..cant really say tat..coz helyn got join us..hehe..but hmz...really got bit sour inside my heart...kinda got bit tink of da past..but wat is over is over...hw i wish....there's some1 for me to dote...to love..to care for...some1 who can hug me when i need one...haiz..
went to see doc yest..coz of my big small eyes..coz when i went to buy my contacts..da person say my eyes kena inffection le..so gotta see doc for eye drops to kill bacteria..gotta wear specs for 2wks can..!! arghz...sianz...really damn unlucky can..recently health really cannot make it...sianz..tinking of going for a body checkup...but i got no enough $$...!! hw...?? maybe b4 i sign on ba...
1 more term n im going to grad for sch...(hopefully)...wat am i suppose to do..!!?? im gonna miss going to sch...all da laughters...da skipping classes...etc etc...im gonna miss da gang......
oh well...got 2 more test tis wk..wish me luck..!! ciaoz...
Posted by dotsux at 2/14/2005 11:58:00 pm
3.2.05
my leg is killing me...
hmz..been bz wif FYP=final yr proj these few days...basically tis whole wk...haha..in da midst of SPinnovex...for those who dun know wat is it..its a time where SP show da most of projs to da public...
kinda so call helping da grp to rush da proj on mon...stayed overed at jh hse..along wif vinc n hq lar..didnt slp for da whole nite..i didnt really do much actually...jus help to read da diamensions..?? feel bit useless..haha...jus kidding..trying to contribute more..
got my first ever warning letter...!!! arghz..super du lan..really gotta buy a big big alarm clock le..haiz...one more term to go..hope nuting will go wrong last min..really hope to grad in april along wif da rest...been quite a fruitful last 2 sem actually...poly life seems to spice up bit more..luckily i changed class in yr2..if nt..haha..cant imagine wat am i nw..will still be hafing my "2-sided" character...? made more frenz....which i always hope to do so in poly...to haf some fun n meaningful memories of my poly life..
weared formal 2day...machum go song kah sia..black n white everywhere in sp campus..haha..coz got standard attire for exhibitors...warm too lor...coz da place where we were putting up our exhibition has NO AIR-CON....!! sianz...seems like da only place w/o air con...arghz...gotta wear heels somemore...lucky hq brough his club's fan over..if nt..haha..seems like every1 is crowding over to share da fun...hehe....
cpt tee [our proj supervisior frm rsaf] came down 2day...along wif edward pang..da branch head...nt bad..they were quite impress wif our proj..haha..all da "gong liao" must go to jh john...they were da ones going down to sbab to take da diamensions..do da pro e model sia..nt forgetting hq..whose lever model kept cant complete...due to some "unforseen circumstances"..haha...lalala..=P n vinc..who is nw trying to finish da simulation wif jh of coz..xing ku ni men le..=)
went pass da first round of judging also..haha..so happy...mite haf a high chance of getting an award..let's hope its at least a silver...!! hehe...~ please please judges...come again tmr...!! =D haf faith in it..coz da guys really put in alot of effort to make da simulation to come true.....
been going to CNY clothes hunting wif sisters again also..haha..bought tis nice 3 quatar pants at "mu" heeren..it look machum like kongfu type de...very nice...!!! haha..wanna see...?? go out wif me during CNY lar..haha...=P
gotta go finish up areo matl lab report le..if nt..tmr can become dead fish le...ciaoz..
Posted by dotsux at 2/03/2005 10:40:00 pm